How do you feel, when you see him? You know I'm a little beet confused. Can't see his eyes. I've burnt with the desire to hug him, to embrace him. I was full of happiness and it happens so rarely. He wasn't near when i need it. And now i just want to be by his side. He doesn't care about me and it turns me off. It's so hurt when you can't be with the man who was intimate for you. it so hard to stand off him. Sometimes i just want to forget about everything that was and return us. But i can't do anything. I can't even to talk to him because of my honor. And i think that I'm right. I'm tired of his lies, jeered and ignored. I'm tired of everything and it will be better for us to be apart. However i think so.