Hell week has just begun, but I'm dead already. life doesn't look like normal, it's rather looks like nightmare. I didn't believe that KPI can kill people, but now I've understood that. It seems to me that this is just death game and only several students can win.

I slept away today so I had to take taxi. it was so expansive, but I don't regret about this, anyway I took to the university with comfort.
Ingeniering graphics was awful. My works still haven't been appreciated. But this is not the end. I have strange problems with my right eye. I don't know what's the matter with it. Is hurt to see for me and it always cries. Because of this I couldn't talk with Yar today.
I needed this so much but I didn't want him to see me like this.
I can't stand it anymore. I feel so tired that I feel so sorry about myself. this is ridiculous.
My dear heart, take me far away from this hell, let me just have fun and relax for a couple of time. I need holidays. I need you .