I thought about how it would be great if there was someone next to you, who would listen all your stupid 'philosophic' thoughts about rules of life. I mean, even if you have а best friend, she won't understand you all the time. You try to explain her how you exactly feel at the moment, but this is not interesting for her, 'cause she has her own problems. But if you have the man who understands you, or at least trying to understand you, you can always tell him all the stuff that get stuck in your mind.
I've just understood how is this important to be with the right person that can make you feel happy. And how this was amazing telling him all I wanted for a couple of hours. And this wasn't hard listening to him.
Actually, I'm trying to say that this life is not so easy as it seems and sometimes we have to say what we want to say but afraid of.