Love is so love... You searching for someone who was born just for you and has no flaws. And suddenly you find those one, who is absolutely not looks like your ideal. But all your dreams and thoughts are about him and you can't do anything to stop that. And you understand that you again fall in love with person for his minuses. Sometimes you hate him 'cause he like to ignores you. But in fact you understand that all his behavior only makes you excited. 3000 km between you and you try to find words in songs about you. You miss him... Always miss him but you understand that he doesn't. And I don't mind. I mean, there is no choice but have fun. There can't be love because the distance surely will kill it. So this is normal that he only wants me but not my heart and soul. This is absolutely right. Maybe some time things will change.