I've just watched the film "Prozak nation"and understood that I've stayed here alone by myself. I mean, there are many people around me and they need me and they worring about me, but they are not those people I want. I see myself so sad and so down. I think I'm depressed and all this whole world looks like the emptiness which can't placed inside me, so it escape of me at all . This black hole in my bleeding soul sucked me down in complete