Well, I guess I have to tell about how I spent my valentine's day. Must say that I was in company with young sweet man, with whom I had some intimate contact a few days ago. This is a long story and I realy don't want to tell. I can only tell that we have kissed and we had no clothes on each other. And that was gorgeous.
But yesterday he wasn't so brave so he even was afraid to kiss me. We were just talking and laughing in a restaurant. But it also was greate. But I want more.
I mean I want to attain him and then make him hurt like I am now. Nothing's personal, I just want anybody feel like me.
I'm sick of imploring fate to back everything I had, I'm sick of begging forces to make me happy again, but i've understood that if i'm not 'gonna do something, than something 'gona do with me. And I'm working with myself not being depressed. But I'm to prejudiced.