I feel bad. Just bad and this is all i want to write. Mb smth else... Just don't know...
World around is killing me and i don't know what i have to do to survive. Just see myself in the mirror in black and white colors and all other people are so colorful.
I'm really down. Perhaps i just tired or smth else. Perhaps i tired of this silly world and i just want to be free of this stupid thoughts. Is anyone else here in my head? No, there's no one. I am speaking to my mind and there is no one expect myself. What i have to do to be free of myself? What i have to do just to be free. Mb i only have to stop my fucking heart? Or kill all humanity. Maybe only then i'll be happy. However i keep on fucking my mind with myself.