This awful day. At first it is saturday and I'm at KPI sitting on the practice of math analysis. Second, I'm still at quarrel with my groupmate. He is playing the goat and behave like a child. He offended at me cause I offended at him cause he didn't wait for me at Monday. He looks like the man I was crazy about last year or even more. By the way I saw him today.

He is changed. This is not the same person which I know before. He is terrible, sarcastic, blunt and cruel guy. He always has queer been but I've never seen him before like this. I don't mean that I'm ashamed that I fell in love with him. At that time he was nice sometimes. He'd never let himself to fuck me off, but not now. Those sweet strange boy died and I have to forget about him.

But after this horrible meeting we left all this drunk company and went to Mc with Anton. And I don't belive that but I was so happy to see him. I've invited him to my birthday party. We spent a good time and laughed a lot.

But there was one thing I can't let go. Myra told me about her guesses about Yaric's surprise. She thinks he will come this week. If that's the case, than I don't know what I have to do. Of course I'll be happy to see him. But it means that I should to part with Stas right now. This is no part of my plan cause I don't want to be such a beech and part with him like enemies. I want him to be at my birthday party cause he spend such a lot of money at me and this will be like I repay for all he have done for me.

However I have a Sunday tommorow and this is the only day I can have a rest and sleep as much as I want. So I go to bed.