In some hours she will get the plane. And now, I already can say that everybodys I love are leaving me. I can't stop thinking I stay here alone with myself, even if it's not. My life is crushing without this people and I can't stop that. Life from one meeting to another and in the middle is abyss. It will be so hard to waste the time. Wish I could have the magic stick that could change things in the way I want. And only the reason I have to be strong is that in the end everything has to be alright. If it is not then this is not the end, am I right?