Per aspera ad astra.
Again I've started to count days until we meet. In this days emptiness is more than before, because I try to win in this game only by myself.
It is 100% that I'll see you at 15 of april, but will I be able to come to you at 2 of april. It is very complicated, because I'm not sure will I save enough money for visa and tickets. And there is even worse problem - will embassy allow me to visit GB. But if everything will be okay I'll see you in 73 days.
My mother predicted that I will come to London, and there must be no doubts. Wish she was right.


Talked to Myra today. This is so hard for her to be in the country without anybody she knows. She didn't like everything around her and she is so angry and looking not good. But she has to adapt to this situation, even she doesn't want and start be more patient, especially to Lime. In other way she can destroy everything she has by herself. I understand. Understand everything and I'm ready to help her if she wants it. But if not I can do nothing.

I pass through this, I mean, I understood that if I don't learn how to control myself I'll loose even those trifle I have. But the most important thing to me is keep it in my heart, keep it in my mind and I'll do everything make things go on, because this the only way for me to feel happy.

Tommorow I'm having the most important exams and I have to pass they to go to Lviv,to go out of this problems and thoughts. I just want to forgt about everything, even if for some days.




@темы: кпи, Друзья, Любовь