In automatically way I found that I had to spend more time for java. I mean I like it, really like it, why have I lose time in making stupid physics stuff. My brain is almost burnt and I have no results. Hate it all, fml.

Myra said, that he still wants to see me and I lose mind, when I heard it. Everything different, but not feelings . What I have to do not to die again.
What have I say to my little boy, when it happens. And why am I so sure that it will be. I'm definitely confused by all this situation.